The Blakean Eye

The Blakean eye has scanned the sky, seen birds like cold stones rent

and in the marred decay of theirs, the death of innocence.

The Blakean eye regards the babes as clean of earthly sin,

yet watches on as, year on year, their joy grows deathly thin.

The Blakean eye has seen the Drakes, white and pure as air,

as their complexions dim to grey, life emptied, grey and bare.

This Blakean eye has sure surmised the deep heart's darkened core

in whose shadows it has seen the light come pulsing raw.

This eye has seen nature's gleam, has caught its violent light,

and in this dark malay of life has glanced the human fight.

This dappled eye knows not itself, its colours none, unknown;

in place of inward sight it sits atop a supernatural throne.

Mystic vision and clear perception, the eye informs the heart:

it leads it blindly by its strings to territories dark.

In destitution, unfair abjection, it lives not by its means,

surviving not on sustenance: on divination, magic, it feeds.

what is mourning?

having never grieved, it escapes me like vapour.

is it pain and shock, pure and simple?

does it change with age - and wrinkle?

is it feeling given in fear of feeling nothing at all?

in that case, I've mourned often, and full.

can closure come only through streaming tears?

or does that type of grief keep dancing for years?

maybe those who grieve best know most well -

after years lived with such love, they inherit loveless hell.

yes, it seems those are the ones who mourn best:

they know their loved ones more fully

than their own lives, and blessed

were their loves, their passions bright and fair;

so now stop all the clocks: there is nothing left to share.

The Open Mind

The open and enquiring mind

can wrap itself as if 'twere twine,

when open means the same, perchance,

as thoughtfully veiled ignorance.

A mind whose holes, plugged as a sieve,

starched and full of little bits,

can only so disguise its truth

before rushing water shows its proof.

Open knows when to close,

and verity when to disclose;

empty knowledge should not scoff:

it shows its tattered smile thereof.

The open and enquiring mind

knows where to search and where to find:

if answers lay at its feet,

it gives warily, lest it give nothing sweet.

Nirvana

Do you know why I love you?

It's because without you, my philosophy

would be incomplete.

Nirvana is not somewhere to sit in isolation -

that kind of peace is brief.

No, you complete me,

complete my situation -

allow me to complete myself.

Not through the repeated use of drugs -

no, not that alone.

Love is the gateway to peace -

Nirvana, my heart, my home.

On Social Injustice

Social position is all in the mind -

some gold is iron pyrites, you'll find.

Some silver spoons are made impure;

the plainer the silver, the purer the ore.

Some common blood is with fire infused.

The hierarchy rests on a bed of sand - it moves.

You'll find some people in shackles chained,

their minds held down by mighty weights.

But aspect of thought can pick the lock;

there's no such thing as caste or stock.

No, just preservation of blood and name;

through generations, bonds broken and bonds made.

Death

Death does not only take away:

it puts something far worse in place.

It gives wise men doubt, superstition;

in place of knowledge it puts supposition

and wishful thinking;

it taketh away eyes and hands,

rendering the sober insensible.

Fear slinks in on its stomach 

to bite at the heels of those etched in concrete,

it freezes those whose thoughts were fluid:

it turneth the mind against itself.

Death puts a sword in one's hand -

a sword which it commands we shall turn inward.

And in the illusion of life and spirit,

it inflicts its ultimate punishment.

The ultimate joke -

but no hands are there to clap,

and no mouths are there to laugh,

and no tongues are there to declaim,

and no crying echoes through the great

halls of humanity.

There is no compassion there,

each tongue twisted in the lie of death.

Humanity's Heir - Petrarchan sonnet

It started with the planting of a seed:

He ploughed her, tilled down into her rich loam.

After several weeks she knew her home

To have a third member: with child, they agreed.

They began preparations: changes decreed.

She didn’t smoke, didn’t drink, her body a throne -

A royal palace, an ivory dome.

But soon, water broken, she was due to conceive.

In labour for hours she pushed on through

Until she was born, their darling daughter.

But how queer! Her features were so unlike theirs,

Her nose was unlike, her eyes were too.

But for this they did not slight nor fault her:

World in miniature, she was humanity’s heir.

Pain - ghazal

Let me start by making the case plain:

life is full of constant pain.

An invisible tapestry stitched like rain

you feel its cool presence, the hand of pain:

we must go buy food again,

pay the bills and appease this pain.

And yet our masks paint us sane,

no other way to deal with pain;

turned away from ardour’s grain,

stork to stork, friends in pain:

secretly longing, mouthing consummation’s name,

barriers to body inflict their pain.

Wolves and sheep in a smoke haze

under scrutiny of spyglass pain,

consumed, consuming; dead and slain,

the world births us, we feel its pain.

But why should we hold this chain,

enchained in self-flagellating pain?

Its bonds are cool and it makes us lame.

O! how I long for the happy death of pain!

Yet often have I wondered of its self-shame.

Does it pity itself, agonise itself – pain?

If not through love then through bright fame –

can that give restful peace to this wearied pain?

Dynasties

My huge skull a cage of curved teeth,

I shall have my fill, shred flesh.

I grind the bones of young and old, feast

deeply: a terrible lizard, it is said.

I stalk this swamp, smelling the air

for the stink of my prey or decaying flesh.

Clumsily, I trundle and comically scare:

my arms prongs, but a terrible jaw to impress.

The outlook for this evening is moderate to fair;

I love this temperate clime, it’s twilight now.

The blackness strung above me is an inky blare

pocked with a thousand dead eyes, rolled white, staring down.

But lo, something comes, approaching like a ghost.

The horizon is tipped with light, though not by the lantern of the Sun.

A seam of fire splits the sky, descending parasite to host,

though I am not quickened, too dumb to run.

Somewhere far ahead a lightshow erupts:

plumes of white light reign up, spirits, angels,

suspended far above for the sky to cup.

But soon they rain down in sharp deadly angles.

I dumbly twist my head from side to side:

all is noise and desperation, cries and flight.

And soon I hear a rumbling, a guttural cry -

like the bellows that come with my tender bite.

The noise increases, the horizon grows dark:

a grey wall of ash washes over the land;

shoulder to shoulder as myriad beasts in march,

a dark and infinite all-consuming hand.

As fire rains down, as stars fall from the sky,

I see a small furry creature scuttling to its hole.

I think, ‘I wouldn’t touch you with yours, why

do you run so with your puny bones and skull?’

As I look upon this creature, a vision flashes across my mind:

I see a small shape ascending a tree,

and after eons and ages of geological time

it descends again, larger, with an axe on its knee;

and mirrored in the approaching vortex of swirl,

whose hot breath seems to lap at my skin,

I see it writ, I am man: destroyer of worlds.

Then I’m taken into the obscure, dark wind.

Madness

You cannot document madness

until you yourself

have become mad,

but by then maybe it's

too late.

Imagine Nietzsche,

his brain out of breath.

Imagine Plath or Hemingway

on the bony knee of death.

Some people aren't mad,

but still there's a disconnect,

something clicked - or maybe it's

a form of genius.

See Hunter S. Thompson

or Cobain, a fine spattering

of blood and brain.

Shall we ride the madness train?

If you get on, there'll be no alighting:

you'll be frothing, fuming, rocking

and maybe, all the while, quietly writing.

The Dead

Some people never smile -
they are like horses,
only far less
beautiful.

They bitch and they moan,
and they sulk,
and they take the piss,
laughing from green
distended lips.

Some people never smile -
only at the misfortune of others.
They cry at the thought
of the dead and suffering in Calcutta,
but they spit in the faces
of their sisters and brothers.

They give not a nod
of exception,
nor a wink
of understanding,
but rather a snarl, hidden
in the corner of a smile.

They consummate
in the act of hate,
by honour they're beguiled:
they are the dead
of a million
golden, gleaming
graves.

A Consummation

It was after dinner.
We, in her large and open flat.
'How are you feeling?' she said.
'Fine,' I said.
'Sure?' she replied.
'Yes,' I smiled, and I kissed her gently
on the lips.

A voice somewhere inside of me
cracked my nerves, 
and I carried her small, sweet frame
to the bed.

With no thought of proceedings,
her eyes, small twitching nose, thin lips,
two rows of perfect slanted teeth,
calling, but hands communicating
a gentle intent,
I unclothed her, slippered her shoes
from her feet,
lead her upwards to the throne,
sacrificed her flickering innocence
to the god of love.

An Imprint

You only know

an imprint of me:

a whisper

or a harsh word.

I caress like the sea,

I've all the madness of the Sun.

The anger in me

peels like a rune,

as the Moon,

a stranger on the run.

You only know a side of me;

less like a coin,

more a regular solid.

A platonic shape,

with shades and grooves.

I'm birdsong, and yet squalid,

a rushing wave,

the invisible crest of a ripple,

a seamless green glade,

the nut of a lover's nipple.

I float with tiny levity,

am drawn by such harsh gravity;

the trees and sky call to me,

the buildings and roads call to me

in a fell and whisperous malady.

I lend my ears,

give my tongue,

I'm standing on a lower rung.

I'm torn between sung and unsung.

I'm on the rack. At the front, at

the back. In the light. In the

gloom. In a room.

I am borrowed,

I am loud, I am

madness, I am

peace. I am a white and

naive beast, a soft and jagged

fleece. I am a smile and a star

winking hot and cooling fast.

You only know an imprint,

a side of me, a thumbprint

with a fractured edge, broken

in touch, or lack of it.

Everything resides in me:

the brakes and the alacrity.

P.S. I don't know what the fuck this is: it kinda got a bit out of hand! But I hope you like it nevertheless.

Bones

Our bones connect us

in a chalky prayer, the marrow

hands held upwards to the font.

You see a dog.

Behind its canine exterior,

a small curved skull with teeth,

a tail, several bones in succession.

A small puppy, ears
folded over, dog-eared, lolling,
its small feet soft and
coiled tail bouncing,
and underneath
a faint white shadow of bone.

You see a child,

not yet quite skeletal,

more embryonic in form:

you couldn’t imagine a skull

behind such small and perfect eyes.

And yet we calcify.

Just like dinosaurs of old.

We are the dog’s dinner,

and the dog’s dinner

is not so bad.

We will sleep an eternal

sleep. Weep the weeping

of eternal and unfinished dreaming.

We are connected through

the chalk of our bones, and we 
rub off on one another,
a white sea unseeming.

Pool Pickup

for Chris Peckett

I was splishing and splashing at the shallow end;

sploshing and splashing, wanting a friend.

Swimsuit-clad women doing eager lengths,

whilst I crouched in the corner panting for breath.

On the tail-end of a length a girl came my way,

a brunette siren – I’d need something to say.

I saw a face coming closer, hands parting water,

then she rose, making ripples,

and her breasts made me falter.

(Her boobs were more like floating devices –

like buoys out at sea preventing a crisis.)

She came to the end, eager to go.

I longed to grab hold so she’d take me in tow.

But what to say? Hello, love,

they say we’re different strokes,

but let me give ‘em a feel – show me the ropes.

Or come here often? Fancy havin’ a swim?

There were many things to be said on a watery whim.

But all that came out was a weak wheezy ‘whaaaaa....’

It’s safe to say my pool pickup failed.

She left me behind on the jetty of fate

and made for the deep end, my sensuous mate.

I did one more length and recoiled in cramp.

Fuck it, I thought, I’m going home for a wank.